27th
I just don’t know anymore.
“any asshole with garageband thinks they can make a band and get famous”
I feel like that asshole, except I have pro-tools on a PC.
I dunno if it’s a like.. a quarter life crisis or what, but I’m just re-thinking everything. For those of you who don’t know me, i’m very analytical and it usually does me more harm than good. So you should probably stop reading now. haha
But it just seems like lately, things are just going wrong. Everything. And I wonder whether or not I am where I’m supposed to be. Doing what I’m supposed to be doing. I feel like I’m in middle school again, on my baseball team. And we’re losing. no one has any sort of motivation to put their rally caps on, but i’ve been rocking mine since the first inning.
Thanksgiving with my family really kinda just put me in my place as far as music goes. “I guess the music genes skipped a generation, because none of us got them but you kids have all of the talented genes. You have a gift, you know that right?”
Hearing that, and dealing with what I’ve been dealing with is just like.. so contradicting. I dunno.
I wish none of you followed me, so then I wouldn’t feel like such an asshole writing this on here.
You have a gift, you know that right?
Some gift..
DG
